Below are the most recent 8 friends' journal entries.

Thursday, December 24th, 2009
fuzzykins3221	8:28p	So Christmas at my dad's is usually the same. My sister gets drunk, cries, tells me we have the best dad ever and I walk away. My brother, Danny, has a million new kids or something and likely a new girlfriend to go with them all. My brother, Dean, stays in the basement and doesn't say more they "Hey." My brother, Doug, calls from Washington and we talk about nerdy stuff. This Christmas was fairly different. My dad's wife says "Oh, you've gained weight." as soon as I walk in. My brother, Dean, talks to me!!!!!!!! My brother, Danny, has a new kid!! He found out about this one after she had already turned 1. One night stand. Apparently the mother of this child was supposed to be at Christmas, but she wasn't. Neither was the child. I am now an aunt to 5 children of his, none of which I can keep up with. They don't know me at all and I don't know who is who. Kristen & Sam stopped by real quick (THANK GOD) and Danny said he couldn't leave the country, he'd end up having kids all over the world. It's freaky true. That man is fertile and definitely gets around. My sister isn't taking my father's calls because her son is busy taking a hammer to their house. He's like 15 too. What a train wreck. I didn't hear from my brother Doug. Ann called me Jessy which is my 10 yr old niece. How that woman doesn't get why I hate her is beyond me. My dad hates kids and gets stressed out so easily. Oh and also my dad told me that even when I was a kid he knew I'd grow up to have a huge butt. :( (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009
fuzzykins3221	11:26p	Haha my exboyfriend, Sean, and his friends made a Christmas song. It's actually surprisingly really good. You should all listen to it real quick. He raps in it and it is adorable. LINK Also The Guitars finished their Christmas CD. I'm really impressed with them! They done good. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009
fuzzykins3221	2:39p	Caved. Went to my mom's in weirdo Independence. Unhappy, sick, but ready to be pampered by mama. (Comment on this)
fuzzykins3221	2:05a	I may be basically dying of an upper respiratory infection or a "mild case of the flu," but look what my neighbor did of me: Bigger version here. I like it a lot! :) I slept today until about 2:00 in the afternoon and went back to bed at around 8:30. So Now I'm wide awake and feeling like butt. :( (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 19th, 2009
fuzzykins3221	9:56a	( Before. ) (Comment on this)
Monday, December 14th, 2009
fuzzykins3221	1:01p	It's that time of year. ( 2009 Survey ) (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 13th, 2009
fuzzykins3221	5:19p	I know I'm probably late on this train but I've been exploring music like there is no tomorrow for the last hour (not studying of course) and Jesus. Mogwai is so good at creating songs that start out fairly boring then build up until it feels like your entire body is beating with the song. Those of you that know me intimately know how the song I Know You Are But What Am I? effects me. It's for almost the same reason but in an entirely different way. UGH MAKE ME STUDY. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
fuzzykins3221	4:13p	A) My nose is stuffed up completely. I am going out of my mind. I hate being this sick uuugh. B) Man of my dreams. Thank you. Thank you thank you thank you. Yes please. Always. God thank you. C) The very last episode of The L Word. What the fuck. No resolution. No conclusion. UNHAPPY. D) I love my new shirt. Our family had Christmas early so as to fit into everyone's schedules and also to just get it out of the way. It was really good. We did a lot of things differently to accommodate the lack of my grandmother. No prayer was said (thank god), we had snack foods instead of real dinner food so as to avoid missing grandma's rolls, no photo video was made because my mom couldn't handle it, the kids all got like 4 gifts instead of many more, the adults all got one gift instead of two or three, and there was enough wine to keep everyone laughing. E) Linguistics final tomorrow, handing in my Folklore final tomorrow as well, Shakespeare final Wednesday, Western World final Tuesday or Thursday (gonna fail). Trying to study my brains out today. F) Listen to the M83 station on Pandora. It's fabulous. G) I'm happy. H) My mind has never been this clear however I keep focusing on the wrong things. Like I played farmville for like 30 minutes, doing nothing, before I realized I wasted 30 minutes playing fucking farmville. I cleaned my kitchen for forever as well. I need to focus on the right things! Back to studying. (Comment on this)